It’s 2:49 

in the morning. I’ve spent the last hour staring at the clock. I can’t sleep. My back hurts. I’m scared. And I’m feeling sorry for myself.

This sucks. And I’ve avoided tumblr all day because of this. I don’t wear injury well. Today, I couldn’t be the girl who smiles in the face of struggles. I was just the girl crying at every sob story on ‘The Voice’ but really tearing up for myself.

But I just got an e-mail that, in a weird way, reassured me. Reminded me to keep the Faith.

So this is me telling myself: it’s okay to be scared. But, please, try to smile. It’ll all be okay.